|Yes, another new year begins. WooHoo, I guess.|
I guess I don't sound too excited. After two months of "retirement," I find that my biggest problem is making a decision about what to do. Yes, there are way too many choices!!! I feel just like the woman in the picture - somewhat crazed. Hell, maybe a lot crazed.
While I was still working (and not just looking for a job in this impossible market), I thought I didn't have time to do all the things that I wanted to do. I had lists of quilting and knitting and needlework ideas, more lists of books to read and classes to take, still more lists of projects I wanted to do around the house and places to go. The list of lists can go on and on. Now, theoritically, I have more time. That's not true; I actually do have more time. I can do a few of the things on my lists. I cannot do all of them at least not this week, month, year or probably even decade, and I find myself stuck. Just STUCK. If I start this then I can't do that. Sounds like a luxury problem of abundance to me, and it is; but it's driving me frigging crazy.
So, I've decided to post a few goals for each month here. Then I can hold myself accountable - and I will have to make a decision in order to write (yes, another) list.
I have only one actual resolution for this year: No more surgeries. I'm tired of getting fixed and healing.
Good luck - Enjoy 2012 - Make it yours - I'm gonna try to make it mine!!